i'm okay!

 

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 i feel uncharacteristically happy and surprisingly alright despite blowing almost my entire pay to bills, debts, and more bills. thanks to an unexpected,unconsumed paid leave from last year (i didn't know i still had two left!two!),i had lil bit left that definitely won't be going to shoes but will be ulitmately useful. i guess this is what prayers are for.this is how they actually work.

let's end the work week with a really pretty vintage dress i found at 13bees.

 

i think that it could work as wedding dress (a simple church wedding on a sunny day with lots and lots of blooms) :)

the perpetually dissatisfied learns this week...

found this lovely painting today at www.monarchfineart.com/perez.php

some people don't have enough sense not to bring up something they know you wouldn't want to talk about ever again.


my Maybelline dragonfly red lipstick makes such a damn good blush.


the little black dress has the power to make you look hot even when you have a bad cold.

guys really do tend to walk away when you start showing the first signs of actually caring.


assholes don't change much even in the course of a year.

strange friday

it's friday.it's cold.and i look kinda pregnant in the top i'm wearing.
good thing my hair falls just the way i want it to.

and...
i've been thinking about Fed.
that's strange.very strange.

in the very brief time we've been together,i doubt whether we have forged a relationship of any sort except for friendship.
it's been a week since that funny idea of the kiss was planted into my head.

it's growing i guess.

not like a flower,but like a weed.

and weeds are bad.
they can be verrrrrrry baaaaaaad.

any self respecting gardener will tell you that weeds should be killed.

i don't want him to know.he cannot know.this is just a passing fancy.

things are good the way they are.the way they are nothing.
no reason to spin the world around again when i've barely settled from the last shake.

and now we wait for my resolve to weaken.