one more thing about me : odds against.

one more thing you MUST understand about me.

i like to test fate or if such thing really exists.

so if the odds are against me, don't expect me to back down.

the more things are unlikely, the more i'll be there.

so if i do something crazy, take this into account.

another something to keep me up tonight...

did you just try to kiss me and i was too dense to even notice?
if only i had the courage to look up then i would know for sure...

Fed came to visit.i've gotten so used to his hugs that i automatically dismiss them as "friendly".
but somehow,today was different.and i only realized after he left.
i was too self-absorbed to notice.if that was really the case.i wish he knew i'd gladly take it.

or should i just blame my imagination again?

maybe my coffee was telling me something earlier.