yes?no?

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it's really hard to tell.

loneliness has a way of creeping up on me even on sunny and warm weekends.

a loneliness worse than mine

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i came across this post from Smitten earlier and discovered that there is a kind of loneliness worse that what i've been going through(read number 8).
imagine being with someone and still feel lonely and hollow. that must suck.a lot.
because for me, the whole point of being with someone is to not feel so alone anymore.
i'm not saying that couples should be together all the time like they're joined at the hip(again,that sucks.it'll bore the hell out of you both in no time).but they should create the feeling in each other that other person is not going through anything alone ever again.

will i ever?

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today i saw a couple who shared a cup of frozen yogurt.

they snuggled together as if there's no space left in the entire world.

then the girl made her beau laugh.he gazed into her eyes and smiled.

it was so adorable how he did in such a boyish and genuine way.

he's happy.she's lucky.they're blissful.

and i wonder...

will i ever get  the chance to make someone laugh like that ever again?

what else?

 bored-now

yesterday i broke my heart.
today i broke my shoes.
i wonder what else i might break before the week ends.

bittersweet

i'm fine being alone.

but now as i sip on a cup of coffee,tasting its sweetness more than its bitterness...

i begin to wonder how much longer i will be.

almost there...

it's a long train ride to happiness.